you didn’t love her.

you just didn’t want to be alone.

or maybe, she was just good for your ego.

or, or maybe she just made you feel better about your miserable life.

but you didn’t love her,

because you don’t destroy people you love.

• Me: I won't let it bother me. I won't let it bother me. I won't let it bother me.
• Me: *Lays down to sleep at night*
• Me: It bothers me. Actually, it really fucking bothers me. Let's lay here and think and stress about it instead of sleeping.

It’s like drowning but you just won’t fucking die.